How can it be? Is it really the end? These fleeting thoughts keep running through my mind as I sit here procrastinating going to bed. But since I do have to report back to work tomorrow, I can't put if off too much longer. It's not like I haven't been to school already. I spend quite a few hours there over the summer. But tomorrow is when my time is no longer mine to do with as I please. It means reporting at 7:00 and having to actually care about the problems people want me to fix. I can't hide out anymore as they will expect me to have my radio and respond to their calls. And all I can think about is how much I would rather be at home with my boys. Too bad that wouldn't pay the bills :(